EDIT: I'm ok guys!!! 
The surgery went GREAT and I'm now recovering 
Thank you for all the prayers and good energy and good wishes!!! 
It made a huge impact in my life, and all your encouragement has helped me remain SUPER calm the whole time!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! I LLLLLOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! 
Edit: Today I had the pre-surgical tests done at the hospital, so if everything is OK, I'm having surgery on Tuesday, November 10th
I've been reading all your sweet comments and you guys cannot even BEGIN to imagine how much good you're all doing to me!!!
I'm nervous and everything, but I'm in good spirit, ready to face this!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!
Ok, so I've been a littleTOO slow here lately, and I want to apologize for that 
Those of you who know me, know how much I enjoy getting myself busy with projects and all kinds of wonderful stuff with all of you!!!
So you can imagine how this slow time is affecting me
The thing is ... I'm going through some personal issues, which involve an upcoming major surgery
... Everything is ok, or at least it's better than I feared, so don't worry that I'm ok, but what happens is that I've never had surgery in my life, so I'm really scared of it 
I know it's silly to worry so much about a surgery, when the outcome of it will bring a lot of relief to my health, but still ... 
... I'm a BIG chicken 
and the fear of the "unknown" is overcoming my rational thoughts 
So I can't concentrate on things, and I need to mentally prepare for this asap because it will be happening in this month
I don't want you guys to worry, I just want you to send me your positive thoughts and if you pray, please include me in your prayers if you can
I'm sure your good vibes will reach me and will help me go through this with less fear!!!
So with this journal, I'm pausing my DA activity for this month I will come back to you with my comments, my replies and the rest of my activities, once this little bump in the road is in the past And of course, I'll update this journal when I know more about the date of the surgery
I love you all guys!!! Thank you for being such a sweet part of my life!!!
The surgery went GREAT and I'm now recovering Thank you for all the prayers and good energy and good wishes!!! It made a huge impact in my life, and all your encouragement has helped me remain SUPER calm the whole time!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! I LLLLLOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! Edit: Today I had the pre-surgical tests done at the hospital, so if everything is OK, I'm having surgery on Tuesday, November 10th
I've been reading all your sweet comments and you guys cannot even BEGIN to imagine how much good you're all doing to me!!!
I'm nervous and everything, but I'm in good spirit, ready to face this!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!
Ok, so I've been a little
Those of you who know me, know how much I enjoy getting myself busy with projects and all kinds of wonderful stuff with all of you!!! So you can imagine how this slow time is affecting me
The thing is ... I'm going through some personal issues, which involve an upcoming major surgery
... Everything is ok, or at least it's better than I feared, so don't worry that I'm ok, but what happens is that I've never had surgery in my life, so I'm really scared of it I know it's silly to worry so much about a surgery, when the outcome of it will bring a lot of relief to my health, but still ... ... I'm a BIG chicken and the fear of the "unknown" is overcoming my rational thoughts So I can't concentrate on things, and I need to mentally prepare for this asap because it will be happening in this month I don't want you guys to worry, I just want you to send me your positive thoughts and if you pray, please include me in your prayers if you can
I'm sure your good vibes will reach me and will help me go through this with less fear!!! So with this journal, I'm pausing my DA activity for this month
I will come back to you with my comments, my replies and the rest of my activities, once this little bump in the road is in the past And of course, I'll update this journal when I know more about the date of the surgery I love you all guys!!!
Thank you for being such a sweet part of my life!!! Skin by Dan Leveille (edited by TheGalleryOfEve)
